The feeling that I had to have other people believe what I believe is gone, absolutely! I feel like I can exist without the need to have someone else believe what I believe. I have an interest in willingness to share what I believe, but not a need for anything to be a certain way, I just feel acceptance. It’s such an overpoweringly cool thing to trust yourself! No guilt or shame, just being a vessel for joy and hope and love, it’s such a cool thing, It’s the coolest feeling to just be! That entire perspective of imposing things, and trying to protect from being imposed is gone, I can’t even see it anymore, a whole world was lifted! And it’s still processing even more!
M,
September 2025