I feel like I’ve just found solid ground, it feels really good, grounded. Now I don’t feel obsessed with finding myself through various avenues. I can relax, I can breathe, I don’t feel anxious! I can stand firm, stand, tall and feel sure and certain. Coming home to this self, without compromise, without fear, in a place where I can feel genuinely happy. I’ve been looking for this place for eons! It feels solid, it feels certain and wherever I go from here, I’m coming from a solid place within myself. It’s a fearless place, without contrast, without comparison, this is me. I like Me. I don’t need to make excuses or cover my tracks. I feel confident about the future. I’m just going to enjoy digesting everything. Dex, thank you!
HG, August 2025