I had a really strong attitude of “I’ll never let anyone get close to me so they can’t reject me“. A familiar feeling throughout my whole life, an invisible steel wall. I made my life four times harder being this way. It doesn’t allow anyone to sense me or feel me. That wasn’t me, that was a sham. Then there was a real me, with perceptions and feelings. I put up a block. Now I can have my feelings and express them, I can allow myself to be seen and felt. Thank you, Dexter, I really appreciate your expertise, that was incredible!
CG, November 2026