That whole feeling and image of life, it’s just not there now! This is really cool for me, I feel like I’ve been trying to purge my adopted identities and just be me. Authenticity. This is really gonna help me to be me. This would have been so useful to have before. My mind is really quiet, so quiet! I feel so capable of enjoying the simplest pleasures, I’m so immensely grateful for the peace and stillness in my mind, true presence. It’s a really good life and I’m excited for the future! This “just me“, without the contamination of any persona really makes good decisions. I think I’m going to be really present going forward, it’s not just dropping old feelings and attitudes, I’m coming to new realizations. It feels like everything will be happier now.
CG, January 2026