I created all of that from an attitude that said that I needed to maintain some fear to protect myself from danger. I don’t need to process that anymore, I’m good! I feel like that entire world I created just collapsed, the whole thing, an entire world! It doesn’t exist anymore, I’m almost bewildered about where I am, but in a good way! That was deeply influencing my thoughts, beliefs, and emotions. It’s gone! Everything! There’s nothing there! Absolute zero! I feel like I have the capacity for so much, I can move! Well this was profound.
MR, August 2025