I think I’ve processed everything. There’s no line of separation, I don’t feel anything, there’s no energy saying saying “You should be doing this or that”, its completely gone now, all I’m feeling is that its gone, its completely gone. Its not there. There’s just now. I feel I’m totally now. I’ve hit the place I’ve wanted to go, I’m here, I made it. Every part of me is 100% awake, and I won’t be stepping unconsciously into attitudes or roles. I’m fully present. That’s all I’ve ever wanted. I’m so here!
That’s so cool, just to be here! I don’t feel tethered to anything, I don’t feel any tethers!
JC, January 2026