Auditor: Dexter Gelfand
I have recently received Power and Power Plus.
Upon doing the 3rd step on Power Plus today, I spotted and as-ised the greatest ( for me ) overt of my entire existence.
The negation of “myself”, and the results since then denying “me” to exist, using all types of other mechanisms to confront life with, instead of just being me. The altering of self, to “fit” in with societies, and all kinds of strata of life, are seemingly endless. But the greatest feeling is that I dont have to do that anymore. This win being posted is proof-part or that change.
My auditor on this action is Dexter, and he’s doing a very effective and great job at running me on power ( this is not my first time receiving power, nor delivering it, I also delivered it to Dexter and 15 other cases in the last 3 months).
Thanks to you Dex, (I told you you could do it!).
My personal Wish is that all that have case issues, find yourself a good auditor who can deliver Power and get at it, your probably missing out on something, at least I and other were, And I have been audited by some awesome auditors over the years.
The wins of Power are VERY comparable to the L’s.
In my solo session today, I had what was for me a transcendent increase in understanding of pan-determinism and individuation, which of course is the opposite of pan-determinism and also, I’ve come to realize, the opposite of, or the moving away from, the state of OT.
Individuation is the abandonment of viewpoint, and thus the withdrawal of beingness and responsibility. Acting harmfully toward another or others must be preceded by an individuation from those beingnesses, or viewpoints, which is individuation. If one hasn’t withdrawn from a beingness, then to harm that beingness would be to harm oneself, which is, of course antipathetic to one’s basic urge to survive, experience more pleasure, and less pain.
At the moment of realization, I felt a sense of all of my own suppression of my connections to those terminals I’ve separated from drop away, and I felt a renewed interest and willingness to experience those beingnesses appreciate them and thus be in ARC. Before this, I was troubled by the fact of having severed ties to past terminals, and willingly maintaining that refusal to connect, and I didn’t know how to resolve that. I have thus attained a new and higher level of being whole on my dynamics. It is a very joyful state!
I just had a major gain in a solo auditing session as part of my solo course, part B. I became completely able to be without need to identify myself as anything other than simply me, free of fixed attitudes or mannerisms, able to be nothing- literally, no-thing. Identity is a MEST symbol, a way of being recognized as “something” in the material world, or MEST universe. It is a limitation to one fixed viewpoint within the MEST universe, and it springs from the obsessive need to be recognized as being something, and the fear of being nothing (see “The Story of a Thetan”)- no-thing, as in the definition of a static, I have achieved recognition of being a static. Identity limits and categorizes a being. Free of a fixed viewpoint for identification purposes, I am free to assume all views or no views. Continue reading
I would like to share with you my fantastic wins on my recently completed Power Processing. Over the course of this action there was not a single day in which I didn’t have at least one floating TA. My space is totally changed, freed up and direct, and I can extend my anchor points, and thus my space, to encompass any area at will, effortlessly. Every person I have spoken with since immediately notices the difference in me.
It is difficult to describe without using the words “power”, or powerful, but I can tell you this-there isn’t much I can’t accomplish, if anything. Situations that, before this auditing, reeked of counter-intention and stops, now give way to my effortless intention without resistance. I’m so much freer from dramatization, and pessimism no longer exists. I can, and I will, be creating big effects. Just watch me. Continue reading